i want it all, and i want it now!!!

It’s always a choice: (1) Engage in battle and spend time and energy on a situation that will eventually resolve itself. (2) Ignore the tumult and withdraw. (3) Strike a balance between the two and defend your position without exacerbating the already hyper-intense environment. the steak or the fish, the chicken or the pork, the salad or the soup. this or that, one thing or the other. i want it all, AND I WANT IT NOW!!!!. my mother used to tell this story about a child who would cry in front of a table full of food. when asked why it was crying the child would say, "because i can't eat it all". that's me, always fretting because i can't eat it all, do it all, see it all, be it all. i don't want to have to make those choices and who the fuck does?! yeah, i guess some people are perfectly happy with choices, strike a balance, ignore and withdraw, but NOT ME!!!! how 'bout you? get a game plan, shake it to the ground. here's to the future! i'm a man with a one track mind. too much to do in one lifetime, giving it all. living it all, it's not much i'm asking, i want it all, AND I WANT IT NOW!!!!!